Happy 21st Birthday! 🎉

My Special Message

Dear Tanishka,

Dear Tanu i just wanted to wish you a very happy 21st birthday with this you have now entered a new phase of life with ever increasing responsibilities. I just wanted to say i really enjoyed these last 2 years with you we both shared a lot of our secrets previously unknown with eachother as i am writing this i have some tears falling down on my keyboard its all slippery and i am afraid my laptop would break down but before it does i just wanted to say i havent been an ideal friend to you and maybe i have hurt you sometimes but i just wanted you to know that you have the best person person i have ever met maybe the only best person i will ever meet and yes i agree we might meet people even better than us but just remember you will forever have a place in my heart i will never forget you and your kindness and compassion you showed me. When you guys decided to shift back it kind of really hit me in the head and my heart that with each passing day i was growing happy that everyday i was getting closer to meeting you and then suddenly all this i just couldnt take it all and maybe i might have acted a bit rash i am not the most emotionally stable and maature person you know but i just always want to be there for you i will forever wish the best for you over these years i have grown a liking to you and just the thought of losing you makes me go nuts (yea typical emo arin) but it is life i have no control over it. But Thanks again for being there for me for talking to me when i felt lonely and on my darkest of my days thank you for pulling me out that 2023 mess. Thank you for everything. This Birthday means a lot for you and me today as when i am writing this i acted a bit rude and rash with you i know it hurt your feelings and i dont even have the guts to face you and apologise typical coward arin. But i apologise for all the times i hurt you. I have never written this big of a paragraph for anyone LMAO. Anyways many many happy returns of the day enjoy the day.

With love and best wishes,
Your Friend, Arin

Like a Poem, Like a Flower

For Her

I'm not a poet,
I don't have the perfect words.
But if I did,
they'd probably be about you.

You're like the kind of woman
people write poems about
not because they can,
but because they have to.

Like a flower that doesn't know
how beautiful it is,
but still turns heads
without even trying.

You're calm like a breeze,
warm like sunlight,
and somehow still a mystery
I'll never quite figure out.

I don't know how to say it all right,
but I guess this is me trying
to put into words
what your presence feels like:
gentle, rare,
and quietly unforgettable.

One Last Thing...

Thank you for being you.

For all the laughter, the tears, the memories we've shared.

You've made my world brighter just by being in it.

Happy 21st Birthday, Tanishka! 🎂✨

I know i havent been the bestest person you know but i will always strive to become a better person for you and for everyone. I have some very dark memories and a dark past, i havent been a good person all my life and maybe this was the reason why i was never able to make friends but you chose to ignore it all and still be with me. You made me into a person i am today, i am proud to have progressed a lot and all thanks to you. I know my apologies might not affect you anymore becuz ofc once a heart is broken no amount of apologies can fix that. All the times i made wrong assumptions about you all those times i said something mean that mightve hurt you i truly apologise that i will never be able to forget those words those phrases which hurt you. I know you are 1000s of KM away but maybe youre the only person i genuinely want maybe i am not the type of person for you and its okay if you dont want me i will still always support you and be with you. And for the last act of love i am ready to even forget ive ever known you but deep inside i will never be able to forget a person who was there for me when i was down and sad a person who pulled me out of crap and showed what real kindness and compassion looked like. Thank You Tanishka for everything that you made me experience i never thought i will. And with this i will end my paragraph filled with broken english. Happy Birthday (Again). May you find all the peace and happiness you seek maybe you find all the success you yearn may you make your parents proud(they already are ofc they have made such a beautiful and kind daughter and man would like to have her as their own).

With endless love and gratitude,
Ayrin